17 and Baking Turns One

March 19, 2010 at 11:01 pm 79 comments

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17 and Baking turns one year old today.

Can you believe it? I’ve been thinking about 17 and Baking and my passion for food and everything I’ve learned in one year, and I’ll be honest. It’s ridiculous. I never believed for an instant this blog would go anywhere. In fact, I even want to link you all to the first real post I wrote exactly one year ago, where I lament my lack of talent, following, photography skills, and experience. Honestly. It sounds like me, but… it really makes me consider what can happen in one year.

But today, I wanted to do something special. If I really think about it, all of this doesn’t start with that morning in early spring when I decided I wanted to blog about food. Really, it started when I baked my very first cake from scratch at fourteen. For today, I knew I wanted to make that exact cake again – a real full circle.

I remember buying my first cookbook from Costco, somewhat ludicrously, since I’d never had any interest in baking before. I just liked the pretty pictures. And I remember nearly a month later, suddenly being seized in the middle of the night with a desire to do something. I didn’t know it at the time because it was so very new, but it’s a feeling I’m very familiar with now – it’s the urgency to be in my little yellow kitchen with a whisk in one hand and a spoonful of sugar in the other.

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I dug up the untouched cookbook and scanned the pages with an inexplicable hunger, bookmarking everything that looked good – German Chocolate Cake, light-as-air Raspberry Dream Cake, kid-friendly Peppermint Chocolate Cake. I threw open cabinets, trying to centralize all of the random baking supplies in the house. We only had a few pans, and not many baking tools. As it turned out, the only recipe I had all the ingredients for was a rather unglamorous iced sponge cake.

I decided to make it anyway. I remember very clearly trying to measure out the flour, awkward and clumsy and fumbling until I had a soft dusting of flour all over my front. I didn’t know what it meant to cream butter, so I stopped the mixer (not the KitchenAid, but a cheap plastic one) once the butter had sort of formed chunks. I didn’t have much confidence for success when I slid the pan into the oven, but I couldn’t help but feel a satisfying accomplishment either way.

All in all, it was undoubtedly a failure. The cake was supposed to be light and delicate, but it was significantly heavy. The frosting was a total flop, tasting like egg whites. But when I cut that first slice and looked back at the photo in the book, my smile was uncontainable. When I took that first bite, the small triangular tip of that perfect slice, I knew in my heart that it had truly been a complete success.

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I’ve never thought of myself as a particularly skilled baker, not now or then. I’m just a girl who happens to love all things sweet and homemade. Even more than that, I’m just a girl who wants to share her zest for life and make you forget your troubles, even if only for five minutes. Through 9th and 10th grade, I had just as many baking failures as successes, forced to learn as I went. So many times I was discouraged, screaming tantrums at my sunken cupcakes, and I might have given up if it weren’t for the unbelievable gratification of sharing.

I’ll be 18 next month, and no matter how much things have changed since then, that satisfaction from handing out cookies or watching my parents clear their plates is what propels my passion. I can’t help but want to lift weary spirits on a bad day with a lemon bar or light up a neighbor’s face with a slice of pear tart. Isn’t that the whole sense of the blog too, to share a dozen cookies with even more than 12 people? Maybe even with hundreds of people around the world? If I can inspire at least one of those people one morning, then everything is worth it.

So here we are today, everything is different and somehow nothing is different. It’s been one year since I began 17 and Baking, but it’s been four years since I baked that first cake, unquestionably beautiful in my eyes. I decided I would dig up that old cookbook for the second time, now a senior in high school and so much surer than I was back then, and bake that cake again.

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The recipe came together very quickly and very easily, letting me focus more on my nostalgia than on my product. The finished cake smelled delicious, like vanilla and sugar and flour, and I just put my face next to it and inhaled while it cooled. I patiently waited until I could try the first slice. Just like before, I carefully broke off that first perfect bite.

I can’t kid anyone. It wasn’t a very good cookbook, it wasn’t a very good recipe, and frankly, the cake was disgusting. The flavor was strange, the texture was off, and I couldn’t eat more than that one bite.

I wasn’t completely surprised, but definitely disappointed. Somehow, baking the cake that started it all seemed like the perfect way to celebrate my first blogoversary. Finally, I decided I would bake another cake, similar to the first, but something actually in line with my taste today. I whipped up a simple hazelnut and mixed berry cake, and when it came out of the oven I knew I’d made the right choice.

Unfortunately, some things seem destined to stay unchanged, and I tried to turn out the cake before it was done. While it was delicious, I was left with a pile of crumbled cake, certainly nothing presentable on the blog. I wondered if it would maybe be funny to blog a failure – but on my one year anniversary?

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I started laughing as I considered the fact that four years later, I was still screwing up. But I couldn’t be in a bad mood. In a way, this seemed like a better representation of 17 and Baking than anything else: the ability to laugh at your mistakes, learn from them, and persevere. I didn’t have any more hazelnuts or berries, so I shrugged and started again with almonds and lemon. I’d learned from my previous mistakes and the cake came out beautifully. I made a quick mascarpone frosting (no recipe!) and spread it over the cooled cake just like I did before. And that first bite?

Utterly perfect.

Thank you guys… all of you for being here to celebrate with me. :)

cake9wm The recipe for the first cake I baked from scratch, with a slice of one year anniversary cake!


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I am so, so glad I didn’t give up on this cake because it is really excellent. Even though it’s a simple one layer cake with a humble swirl of frosting, there’s something special about it. Mom and I ate the failed hazelnut berry cake in one night all by ourselves, and the almond cake won’t last much longer. It’s slightly dense, not too sweet, and full of beautiful, rounded almond flavor. The texture is perfect.

I can’t think of a better compliment for it than this frosting, which I sort of whipped up spur of the moment. I think this whole no-recipe thing might be good for me sometimes, although I couldn’t have gone wrong with mascarpone, heavy whipping cream, and lemon zest. This frosting is light and sweet, like a cross between whipped cream and cream cheese frosting. I was eating it by the spoon without the cake.

I’ll also include the recipe for the hazelnut berry version because it was so good. Just make sure it cools long enough before turning it out!

One Year Anniversary Almond Lemon Cake
A 17 and Baking recipe
Makes one 9″ round cake

1 cup all-purpose flour
1/3 cup almond meal (make your own by grinding almonds to a fine powder)
1/2 teaspoon baking powder
1/2 teaspoon baking soda
1/4 teaspoon salt
1/2 stick unsalted butter, softened
1/3 cup + 1/4 cup sugar
1/4 teaspoon pure vanilla extract
1/8 tsp almond extract
1/2 teaspoon finely grated lemon zest
1 large egg
1/2 cup buttermilk

Preheat oven to 400°F. Butter a 9″ round pan, line it with a circle of buttered parchment paper and then flour the pan.

In a medium bowl, sift together the flour, baking powder, baking soda, and salt. In a mixer, cream the butter and sugar at medium-high speed for about 2 minutes until light and fluffy. Mix in the extracts and lemon zest, then beat in the egg. Working on low speed, add 1/3 of the flour mixture, then 1/2 the buttermilk mixture, then another 1/3 of the flour, the last of the buttermilk, then the last of the flour. Mix until just combined.

Scrape the batter into the pan and smooth the top. Bake 20-25 minutes until a toothpick comes out clean. Cool in the pan for 10 minutes, then finish cooling on a rack. Cool to room temperature before frosting. If frosting the cake with mascarpone frosting, store the cake in the refrigerator.

Hazelnut-Berry Version: Replace almond meal with hazelnut meal (hazelnuts ground into a fine powder), use vanilla extract instead of almond, use orange zest instead of lemon, and sprinkle the batter with 3/4 cup fresh mixed berries before baking. I used thawed frozen berries and even though I tossed them in flour, they sunk. Still delicious.

Lemon Mascarpone Frosting
A 17 and Baking recipe
Makes enough to frost one 9″ round cake

3/4 cup mascarpone cheese
1/3 cup heavy whipping cream
1/2 cup powdered sugar
Zest of half a lemon
1/4 tsp vanilla

Beat cheese and cream together until smooth and creamy and slight peaks begin to form. Sift in the powdered sugar and zest and beat until smooth. Mix in the vanilla extract and spread on cooled cake (or eat with a spoon.)

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79 Comments Add your own

  • 1. Leanne  |  March 22, 2010 at 2:30 pm

    Congratulations!! Looking forward to Year 2!

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  • 2. moema  |  March 22, 2010 at 5:54 pm

    Parabéns Michelle! Que Deus continue te iluminando com esse brilhantismo!
    bjs

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  • 3. Tania  |  March 22, 2010 at 9:07 pm

    Congratulations! I’ve been here with you for this whole year, and never stopped believing in you (: You’ve always deserved the audience you’re just now getting… and I feel so privileged to have been here to witness the process!

    Your birthday is coming up too! 18 and baking… not as catchy. You’ll always be 17 at heart :P

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  • 4. Laura  |  March 23, 2010 at 6:30 am

    Congratulations! I am new to your blog, however I have been so impressed by your photography, recipes and passion for baking. I have been equally passionate about baking when I was your age, and it lead me to study baking in France and to pursue many other sugar/butter-based adventures! I look forward to seeing where your dreams take you….

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  • 5. Ana  |  March 23, 2010 at 9:18 am

    Congrats! Happy aniversary!

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  • 6. Dolce  |  March 23, 2010 at 9:57 am

    Happy Blogversary! This is a great milestone, and I wish you many more to come!!

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  • 7. wasabi prime  |  March 23, 2010 at 1:41 pm

    Aww… what a sweet thing to celebrate — and well-deserved! See, you CAN have your cake and eat it too! It’s gratifying to make something from scratch that seemed daunting at first, but now becomes second nature. It feels like you can conquer the world, no?

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  • 8. Connie Q  |  March 23, 2010 at 1:42 pm

    Congratulations on your awesome blog! I found it through comments on Pioneer Woman’s page on facebook…so, thought you might be interested in this…

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  • 9. Caitlin  |  March 23, 2010 at 3:27 pm

    Congratulations! Always neat to see a teen blogger.
    I’m 18 and have just started mine out. It’s definitely a work in progress, but it’s fun to post what I make. Even if it’s pretty limited.

    Good luck in the years to come!

    Reply
  • 10. Simran  |  March 23, 2010 at 8:21 pm

    Happy Blog Birthday!

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  • 11. Cookin' Canuck  |  March 24, 2010 at 7:34 pm

    Congratulations, Elissa! Another fabulous post. You speak from the heart and that draws me back to your site again and again. I’m looking forward to reading your posts for years to come.

    Reply
  • 12. Mandy Gross  |  March 24, 2010 at 8:06 pm

    CONGRATS! I love your blog! I can’t wait until my blog takes off! It’s so much fun!

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  • 13. ButterYum  |  March 25, 2010 at 5:55 am

    Well hello there Elissa – I popped over here from Judy’s Natural Habitat. What a great blog you have. You and I have a few things in common – 1) I started baking at about the same age as you (and loved the reaction I’d get from my family, 2) my photography skills have definitely gotten better through my blogging experience, and 3) my blog is celebrating it’s 1 year anniversary too – stop by for a chance to win a giveaway (chances end tonight at midnight).

    I’ll definitely be back to see more of your great blog!

    Take care,
    ButterYum

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  • 14. Darina  |  March 25, 2010 at 10:08 am

    It’s been an exciting year, hasn’t it? Congratulations on your blogaversary. I started mine around the same time you did and I’ve enjoyed the process very much. I look forward to seeing more and more of your lovely posts. You’ve come such a long way in a short time. I’m so happy for you.

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  • 15. The Fox Foodie  |  March 25, 2010 at 10:41 am

    Happy Birthday 17 and Baking! I think it’s great that you made your first cake all over again!

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  • 16. Cristine  |  March 25, 2010 at 1:34 pm

    Happy blogiversary!

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  • 17. Lee Jones  |  March 29, 2010 at 12:57 pm

    how do i retrieve a recipe? When I click on the hyperlink, I do not get the recipe. I ma looking for the recipe for your 1 year anniversary cake.

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  • 19. Lee Jones  |  March 29, 2010 at 12:58 pm

    Happy 1 year anniversary!

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  • 20. Carol  |  March 31, 2010 at 3:06 pm

    Happy birthday to your fabulous blog! I am a new reader and also live in Seattle!

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  • 21. samantha  |  April 10, 2010 at 6:18 pm

    i just made this cake!
    absolutely fantastic incorporates some of my all time favourite flavours
    happy birthday to your blog!
    – sam

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  • 22. Kez  |  April 15, 2010 at 9:31 pm

    Happy Blogsbirthday :D I do so love reading your blog!

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  • 23. Teresa  |  June 30, 2010 at 5:57 am

    I just found your blog (someone had linked to the Fourth of July cake here) and I am so impressed with your baking skills. I plan to take some time and read over many of your entries from your first year. Enjoy this summer and your senior year. They are going to go by fast!!

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  • 24. Stacy Zimmerman  |  July 5, 2010 at 7:03 am

    Your blog is adorable, I absolutely love it! My 11 year old daughter also loves to bake and you have become quite the inspiration for her as well. Keep up the great work and happy blogaversary!!

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